As a plea was ignored for practical reasons, again comes that time in a woman’s life that rejection does hurt. Though hesitant to lose that maybe last chance to be, the struggle to overcome what surely will happen in time continues. The body clock does tick away, as the hormonal levels are changing, lowering, with each passing month. The concern is psychological yet it is also physical, as the functions do change, and though it may all seem to be in the mind, the body states differently.
To offer what might be the final chance again would seem desperate, and the sadness begins, of giving a gift that is not accepted, and as the turning has stopped, the thoughts drift, stating that there is nothing that will happen, and the last chance might pass me by, and yet, to just drift makes the time not worthwhile, as the mind and heart would not be present.
Such things seem silly, as we lose what we hold onto, and as the time passes, the tears upon awakening are a different cry, and acceptance of the process that brings up from the start to the end of life is there. Placing it aside, the lack of the longing, and the controls in place, the mind changes, again and again, to heed what was heard, to heed what was said when reality sets in, as there might not be any confusion, though all signs show otherwise.
As the world vies for attention, calling our names to be grounded, the discussion about good and evil is answered, as who does set the standards? Society dictates. Religion takes place. The others factors make their voice be heard, then the plea not to hurt – what has been neglected indeed? To stop time is impossible. To stop the world is not possible. To break the chains of the mind can be done, and the holding to reality what makes me a woman that is set free.
Posted on April 25, 2016
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