Whispered Stay

Far beyond a dream, it hails enduring. Waiting for that time was worthwhile, not to be exchanged, encompassing. For once it has been found, though denial has a solid hold on the ground, what it is was a request for a whispered stay, as when the bond is broken, it leads to dismay. Such hopeless moments trash in the mind, wondering what the future might hold, but the offering must be and can only be that of today, now, here, and that whispered stay.

The cool strong breeze sifted the cobwebs on my mind as I stood up overlooking the busy street. It was refreshingly, invigoratingly sublime, peaceful, comfortable, more that companionship to disrobe the stressors of life. In one instance before, it was a far away look, seen more than trice, that brought about the request for the whispered stay.

The dying had begun and on hold for all the beauty that life has to offer, the trivial and meaningless must be swept away. For refusal to change a decision changed so many times before has come about dur to multiple limitation set, and the sadness has set into the heart of one. As much as a smile to hold back the tears thar will not flow because of hope, the frustration of the daily routine loveliness of the cool breeze and the night sky disappears and drifts away, aground with reality, though what is true has unfolded, thus the pain begins, striking the heart, to tuck and seal away what was longer for. This saness is not mine to bear - a mind that refuses to be happy and hold what is there, a mind that has given up because of the rendering of limitions, coming out like lame excuses.

We can lie to everyone but no matter how much we lie to ourselves, we can never convince ourselves.

The loneliness trek of an abused dog comes to mind. Bit of treats are thrown at them, once in a while, yet those treats still fill the abuser's needs. When the dog is whimpering ill, the irritation will begin, and the abuse will be worse, as the weakness will be made into a time when retaliation or more like, lack of usefulness, will take place. Normal behavior is a routine daily life, one filled with days and nights filled with pleasantness and caring. Yet, in so many ways, the cards have been folded, seems like opting out of the game of life, way beyond the time before the last breath is taken.

Creating white trellis walls in a life that needs no escape, to interplay twinkling or steady white lights and small flowers to go with the season or holiday, a romantic athmosphere can be set but yet - the empty chair of one that was waited for all these years will remain empty. The gladness and gratitude is there for having found him, and the sadness will not come to light as there is a positive charge in the universe around us. Let the mind be free, break the chains that shackle, and go for what is intrinsic in our lives, the ultimate need, which is the pursuit of happiness.

Thus, holding on, not letting go, keeping that whispered stay, for the dying not to begin. Happiness is more than a choice, it is a decision, and in letting go, what sadness is seen.